What a crazy day

I called into work today.  I literally cannot think straight.  I cannot focus on anything.  My fiance just gave her ring back last night and said she doesn't think she wants to be with me anymore.  That was a nice thing to do after being together for 3 years.  What the hell.  I've been in the weirdest mood ever since.  I was talking to my friend Wayne about my situation today and he said he read in this book called the Magic of Making Up that there are certain things you can do to increase the chances of getting your ex back, but to be honest, I don't even think I want to do that.  I mean if she broke up with me there was obviously a reason, so why would I want to try and get back with someone who doesn't want to be with me?  Maybe if she called me and wanted to work through things... MAYBE then I would consider it.  But right now? No.  I just want to hang out with my friends and forget about all of this.